I'm home.

There are so many things I wanted to blog about but I just dunno where to start?

It's been more than a year now since I last shared my thoughts and feelings to public on the internet (not applicable to #twitter cos' I'm just strangely attached to it.. Everytime after I'm gone I always find my way back to it..)

Oh I may sound a bit dramatic but that's just me. Oh ya and maybe because I only use my BB to tweet so that explains why I just can't seem to leave it.

Anyways....

Back to my blog.. Do u guys find it boring? (I wonder if I still got readership lol..)

I start to hate this theme already.. So sick of it but I'm too lazy to do anything about it now cos' it's 2:10am now and I gotta wake up at 7:30am later?

Sigh... Working life has taken its toll on me..

I used to be so free and full of energy during nights like this.. But tonight I just missed my blog so much and decided to come back to see if anyone missed me.. Though I'm dead tired.. It's just a strange feeling y'know...

Hard to describe.

Can't believe it's 2011 already. And I'm turning 25 this year. Gosh that's a fact I wish I could delete from my life lol.. Cos' I still wanna act cute and dress young and wear hot pants and enjoy the beauty of being young and be stubborn and be childish (sometimes) and be forever young...

I dunno if it's because I'm really getting older or because I've really started to believe that nothing is ever perfect, but I'm suddenly scared of the effects and impacts aging has for us..

Like forgetting things.. Like visually impaired or 'lao hua'... Like not being able to run or dance again...

The thoughts of it make me shiver.

And what scares me the most is none of us can ever escape it.

We all will turn old one day.

I know I think too much. Maybe I'm too young to even be thinking about things like this. Maybe I should be concern with the current situation and start doing something like donating to Japan quake victim and register myself as a voter (yes I know I should have done that already but I've been busy) and helping the needy?

I just hope to be better. That way I won't have regrets even if one day I finally turn old..

Even if I don't remember anything.. I know I won't be forgotten.

Here's an old picture of me standing on top of the world (I just miss my old self too much and of course, #Barcelona.. Where this picture was taken:

And one more of me n purple junior. ;)

Well.. I think that's it. I've brought my long-dead blog back to life again, I think. :)

And perhaps I should continue doing so. I dunno..

Maybe u guys will just have to sit and watch?

Thanks for reading (for those who still remember who I am)

*OK the last part sounds a lil' dramatic again lol but u know..

I'm just being me. ;)

So won't u welcome me home with roses and wine?

XOXO

my 2009.conclusion.

Hello people, HAPPY NEW YEAR!! =D

Well, this will be my last post of 2009. Finally it's coming to an end.

A lot have happened this year.

But come to think of it, I actually do have some remarkable achievements (but I'm not gonna mention again here bluek). Even though I always complain that 2009 is a bad year for me. lol.

I was stupid for a while.

But I know I'll be okay. I'm okay. :)

2009 feels like a dream to me.

But now the dream is over, it's time to wake myself up and I can see there's a better life out there for me. :)

Cos' I believe that fairy tales do come true. One day soon, my prince will show up right in front of my doorstep (this is just one of my many many dreams lol) and tell me I deserve to be happy and he is my happiness. :)

Yes, call me hopeless romantic or whatever u want.

I just don't wanna give up believing.

Cos' I believe 2010 will be the year I'll shine. :)

Despite the fact that me turning 24 this year. Yes this kinda freaks me out to be honest but I have a young heart so fuck it, yes I'm 24 and I am still single, so what? I have a long journey ahead and I am going to live my life to the fullest. Nothing can stop me.

Work hard & play even harder. That's my motto. ;)

So, let's together make our dreams come true in year 2010. The world is ours to rule! :)

Bye bye 2009!

Dear Santa,

I know I'm not really a believer.

But dear Santa,

I hope my wishes will be granted this year.

Thank u.

I promise I'll be good

and I will not let anything break me again.

Because I'm a super girl.

I got lost on the way.

But super girls don't cry.

Super girls just fly.

We all have our moments of insanity.

Thank God I have my family and friends to keep me sane.

No one has the right to bring drama back to my life.

No one has the right to take away the peace of mind I'm entitled to have.

No one has the right to ruin my life.

Cos' only I can ruin it.

Cos' this is my life and I want to live it the way I choose.

Cos' my wish for Christmas this year is a simpler and quieter life.

Even though the memory will never leave me.

That's why my celebration this year is gonna be very different from my previous christmas celebrations.

I used to party real hard every year around this time

but this year I just want a quiet one.

A not-so-dramatic Christmas.

Christmas has always been my favourite day of the year.

And I know it will always be.

Cos' I still have faith.

I still believe that everything's gonna be fine.

I believe that one day soon I'll be what I always wanted to be.

And I believe the day will come soon.

Dear Santa,

I hope u hear me.

Thank u Santa. ♥

P/S: oh ya Santa I need a new passport too.

Thank you.

26.11.2009

Hello people ..

I know I've abandoned this site way too long already, hehe. But now I'm back with not one, but two good news. :)

Firstly, this coming Monday is my short call day.

And to reward myself for being a nerd (for almost a month now), I bought myself a new pair of court shoes (from Charles & Keith they are having sales now so go grab yours girlfriends!). And it's satin! ♥ And it doesn't look 'lao beh' lor. ;p

Well, it's for this coming Monday too, of course. It's my special day. Besides, I think I need a pair of comfy shoes rather than killer heels cos' I have been tortured by them and the result I get from them is : sore feet everyday!

And now, I'm gonna say bubbye to them and wave hello to my new love lol.

The second good news is Purple eventually found the SNK installation cd and now we can fight again! LOL. I admit I'm kind of violent when it comes to fighting (games) but seriously I think playing video game is the best way to release stress. And it feels even better when u win! =D

Anyways, life's treating me nice though work is a bit too much sometimes. But fighters don't whine, they fight to strive for excellence.

Well, after tomorrow I'll have 3 days holiday and I'm going back to hometown tomorrow! Happy. Miss home pun, haven't really spent time with them since I started work. And my best friend is back in town and I miss all my friends so much..

Hmm.. Gonna fully 'utilise' this holiday and re-charge myself.

Will write again soon. Have lotsa pictures to post up.

Till then, loves.

P/S : Happy birthday miss traveller. ♥

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Well so I had my hair cut again last Saturday. Couldn't stand my out-of-shape hair + the last time I ever went to a hair salon was in August. I'm busy what.. ;-p

Tell me I look chio not nerdy!

It's funny how people in my office comment on my hair everyday. It seems like I've gone a little too far this time lol cos' they keep telling me I look different. It's like everyone of them is telling me the same thing i.e. different. 'Very' different according to one of the staff. Well I just wanted to cut it short and I told the hairdresser to make me look smart and clean. It was all his idea to cut my fringe! Also please bear in mind that I wear my nerdy glasses to work everyday and the result of my hair + nerdy specs = nerdy nerd. O.O'

Me & my half-eyed/half face magician. ;)

hehe trying out his phone camera's effects i.e. sepia & greyscale used here.

And I found this love note/letter 'kiap' in my laptop last week. :)

Oh man this man is funny. He wrote down all his predictions in the note (like how he predicted how my work would be like and how the people around me would think of me) and how he 'kesian' me because I have to wake up early morning everyday.

I ♥ this man.
He must have written it when I fell asleep. I didn't even know when he slot it in my laptop.
Licik.

P/S : I found these pictures in his phone and realized I haven't blogged about it. Anyway it wasn't interesting enough to be an independent post.

All pictures taken in conjunction with my post-CLP-celebration.

Redbox during Halloween.

And the reason why we went to redbox and not other places was because

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we had too many unused redbox vouchers! Lol.

Dinner at A&W. It's my favourite fast food restaurant!

And I got a free Shin Chan by donating only 3 bucks! =D

And allow me to introduce this new addition to our zoo collection to you.

Mighty big headz lion~
(haven't thought of a name yet)

P/P/S : The lion is obtainable at all Guardian stores. But the first step u must do is to collect 40 big headz stamp before u can redeem it. U'll get ONE stamp for every RM 15 spent at Guardian.
Hehe and the next animal we are gonna get is elephant! I'm going to redeem it tomorrow and make our zoo merrier. :)))

oh it's november already.

Hello readers.. Did anyone miss me? :-)

I was away from home for the past one week. Nevertheless it has been a very productive week.
I finally filed my paper yesterday (yes I went down to KL again yesterday morning and came back on the same day and I even went to work today) and the next thing I really want to do is to sit down and rest.
But I have my very first legal aid duty this Friday! *curses*

Well, I've finally started working. This is the second week already, today's the second Wednesday since I started work. Nothing much to complain cos I really enjoy my work here, everyone's nice and friendly. In a nutshell, things seem to be going right. Sometimes I get too tired and wish I could have a break but then again I know I have to be responsible and serious now.
There are things that we have to sacrifice.

Anyways, I know I've abandoned my blog for too long already and if I started to write now it'd be so damn lenghty so here are some pictures/summary of my October to tell u guys what I've been up to lately.
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So, last last Saturday, I went to Akon's beach concert at Sunway Lagoon. It was awesome.
Akon ROCKS~!!

And these are the people that made that night so wonderful- Suki, Jaycey, and Mr. Purple.
Arigatou. :)
(thanks to jaycey we got free tickets for the concert hehe)

Pre and Post-Akon's arrival. Look at the crowd!

Then we started to get boring watching all the people jumping and shouting, we found us a great place to sit down and drink. :)

Went to watch 'Inglourious Basterds' after the concert.
The movie was good and the next day we drove back to Penang.

And finally I watched The Time Traveler's Wife.
Went to Sunway Mall with Mr. Purple last week and decided to watch there cos' the cinema's new and we had Thai food there! =D
Been anticipating for the movie since September.
And Eric Bana + Rachel McAdams look so perfectly together!

Some random pictures.
Dinner at NWP.

And yes, this is exactly the same dress that I wore on Akon's concert. Hehe, first I love this dress and secondly I don't have money and time to go shopping now.
How depressing.. :(

I wanna go shopping!! I wanna add colours to my boring wardrobe!!

just a little

I should have known..

Today's not a happy friday like what I tweeted a few hours ago. Today's a black friday. Everything I thought I was going to have disappeared.

There's no more 'we'.

I'm all on my own, now.

I should have known.

But I'm calm and cool.

I know we both needed to do this.

Call me a fool if u want to but I believe our decision is necessary.

Because right now what's right and what's wrong or who's wrong and who's right

doesn't matter anymore.

Everyone goes through the same process.

They fall. And they are torn and broken.

But time will heal.

And one day, they will rise again.

It just hurts a little.

Just a little..