There are so many things I wanted to blog about but I just dunno where to start?
It's been more than a year now since I last shared my thoughts and feelings to public on the internet (not applicable to #twitter cos' I'm just strangely attached to it.. Everytime after I'm gone I always find my way back to it..)
Oh I may sound a bit dramatic but that's just me. Oh ya and maybe because I only use my BB to tweet so that explains why I just can't seem to leave it.
Anyways....
Back to my blog.. Do u guys find it boring? (I wonder if I still got readership lol..)
I start to hate this theme already.. So sick of it but I'm too lazy to do anything about it now cos' it's 2:10am now and I gotta wake up at 7:30am later?
Sigh... Working life has taken its toll on me..
I used to be so free and full of energy during nights like this.. But tonight I just missed my blog so much and decided to come back to see if anyone missed me.. Though I'm dead tired.. It's just a strange feeling y'know...
Hard to describe.
Can't believe it's 2011 already. And I'm turning 25 this year. Gosh that's a fact I wish I could delete from my life lol.. Cos' I still wanna act cute and dress young and wear hot pants and enjoy the beauty of being young and be stubborn and be childish (sometimes) and be forever young...
I dunno if it's because I'm really getting older or because I've really started to believe that nothing is ever perfect, but I'm suddenly scared of the effects and impacts aging has for us..
Like forgetting things.. Like visually impaired or 'lao hua'... Like not being able to run or dance again...
The thoughts of it make me shiver.
And what scares me the most is none of us can ever escape it.
We all will turn old one day.
I know I think too much. Maybe I'm too young to even be thinking about things like this. Maybe I should be concern with the current situation and start doing something like donating to Japan quake victim and register myself as a voter (yes I know I should have done that already but I've been busy) and helping the needy?
I just hope to be better. That way I won't have regrets even if one day I finally turn old..
Even if I don't remember anything.. I know I won't be forgotten.
Here's an old picture of me standing on top of the world (I just miss my old self too much and of course, #Barcelona.. Where this picture was taken:
And one more of me n purple junior. ;)
Well.. I think that's it. I've brought my long-dead blog back to life again, I think. :)
And perhaps I should continue doing so. I dunno..
Maybe u guys will just have to sit and watch?
Thanks for reading (for those who still remember who I am)
*OK the last part sounds a lil' dramatic again lol but u know..
I'm just being me. ;)
So won't u welcome me home with roses and wine?
XOXO
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